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| "What? No fucking way, I don't know nothin' about computers " I say "You got no conscience boss," he says laughing, "And Mr But he's in the bar a lot too I know, so I glance at my watch and figure even for him it's too early to be there "What's wrong?" I ask " Becky says "Which one's got the girls on it?" I ask "Let me think about this for a minute," I say, and get up from the table "What does he know?" she asks " Now I have no idea what that means Tommy had gotten her untangled from the fence, but had no idea what to do next "I've got a little problem here Tommy, well; actually you're the one with the problem I shove him in the direction of the steps to the kitchen and the girls move out of the doorway to let him in " I say, which surprises him " Beth says "No take all of them and put 'em back on the kitchen table They don't talk a whole lot as they seem still a bit embarrassed by their Hispanic accents, but that never bothered me, and I trust the both of them with my life I've gone to the garage and gotten some newspaper and already have it in the barrel " Beth says " "Look, I don't want anyone to know about what happened to me as a kid But more than that, I enjoy it, and right now thank the Lord that I can take care of this little problem She pauses, sensing something amiss, but doesn't dare guess what it could be "He's called me too, but I've always had an excuse, and most of the time he was drunk when he called, so it was easy to put him off "Christ dad, taped, video taped, ya know?" My jaw drops, I'm afraid this isn't going to be good but I certainly don't know what to say about it Five minutes later we pull into the yard, I hit the remote and glide into the garage after the door opens Becky and I went out one night and were getting pretty drunk I go back into the house and find the hard drive formatting done The us of course is the woman that inspired me to write this whole thing and I'm grateful beyond words for her encouragement to do this in the first place " She says flatly "Yes, we've got that one, but do we have to look at all of them?" She's concerned He does, and I follow him into the kitchen as he puts them on the table "Now, lets get those three pictures He walked to the horse, pulled the hammer back, but couldn't do it Zero, zilch, notta, I come up with nothing I know he's confused by the table cloth until I open the passenger door, put it on the seat, and tell him to sit on it "But Christ Beck, you were a kid then, the Polaroid hasn't anything to do with anything now Towmie don't think you got a nerve in your body That cut it Tommy starts to walk away from the remaining pile of videos "I don't remember all the things he said, but basically we wanted the tape, and he wouldn't give it to us " "I told him we were like sisters," Becky takes over the story, "and that we love each other dearly Finally, after what seems like an hour, but is really only a few minutes, she looks up, kisses me on the cheek and says, "We better get going before someone drives by and sees us Tommy moans Guess he doesn't do all his drinking at the bar I'm thinking as I put my hand squarely on his chest, push him back into the house He retrieves one and hands it to me " "So we go out to his place and start doing shots of Tequila, and pretty soon he's talking about us, and are we good friends, and do we trust each other whatever Hobby I suppose, and most of my rancher friends think I'm a bit of a whiz at it, which I am " "What's happened since?" I ask The mare was in terrible pain and I wasn't about to call a vet and wait another two hours while she suffered "Dad, don't do this, that little prick is crazy, you could get hurt, or worse piss him off and he'll send the pictures I handed him my pistol and told him to put her down She shakes her head no but refuses to look in my direction I slow down, ease the truck to the side of the blacktop and stop " I put the truck in gear and ease back onto the road Tommy's probably home I'm thinking as I drive to his place, especially at this time of year, with no field work, and his place being so small and all " "To make a long story short, Beth and I ended up naked with him; Beth and I are making love to each other and Tommy's videoing the whole thing They've both got tattoos, and there's the nipple rings, but taped? That one's way over my head "That's in my past and I don't want people feeling sorry for me or some shit, I want those pictures gone, destroyed, burned " "I ain't scared of you Phil, you can beat the shit outta me all you want, I get beat up a lot, don't bother me none, but I ain't giving you shit "I do asshole Turns out his dad took a few before he stumbled out of my dad's house, and when old man Garner died, Tommy found it in his dresser Her eyes have that thousand mile stare I'd seen on her years ago, and I wonder where in her past she's ventured to "Okay, neither Bethany or Rebecca is a bitch "Beth, where's my electric screwdriver?" I ask I pull out the gun I'd retrieved from my desk, pull the hammer back, and point it right between his eyes This chapter concludes the story of "How Did You Know Which gets him real interested, and then he wants to play truth or dare, and we agree She does, and then I tell them all to follow me About two days later, Pete and I are working in the barn and he says with his thick accent; "Mr " I retrieve the hard drive from the bag, hand the bag with the videos to Beth and say, "Look, I don't want to know what's on these tapes, but take shit head here to the family room, go through them and make sure you find the one of you two " She takes a deep breath and goes into another hysterical fit I took the pistol, put her down, and walked back to my truck When Tommy was about nineteen, he came by one afternoon and asked if I'd hire him to do odd jobs, like I had his dad Tommy's standing by the couch, withdrawn and somber, and Beth's standing in front of the VCR with a tape in her hand Pete lives about five miles down the road on a piece of property I acquired maybe twenty years ago or so " He says I bring my hand up to stroke her hair and kiss her forehead in reassurance Now I'm holding her full in my arms, but she seems to suddenly leave the area "Phil, what the hell are you doing?" He asks stunned "And he's got the computer stuff to do it with " We both laughed about that, and little did I know that at some point in the future, that little bit of information was going to help me a lot "Put them all in a bag," I tell him and he does; a nice big brown grocery bag and it's almost full with the videos There's about twenty VHS tapes with pictures of naked women and either XX or XXX in bold print across the front of them "Jesus Phil, its child and adult pornography Now I don't know why a rancher in Montana is interested in computers, but I am Becky goes up to the barrel and puts the pictures, face down, on top of the flames Tommy puts the wood on the paper and I light the fire "I think not I finally gave up even asking him if he wanted to work " So he takes the cover off his computer and stands back He's looking on concerned, but says nothing "Shhh, honey, calm down, it's gonna be okay I pull out the screwdriver I brought and hand it to him Fucking bitches wanted to do it anyway " Becky says hotly "Oh, he's called a bunch of times and I went over there once, blew him, and left "Don't know what else to do," she says weakly, and opens her door Then go to the bedroom, grab a western sports coat, and put it on "Is yours there?" I ask "In my bedroom," he answers I don't want to even see what he's handed me, so I just put them in my inside pocket and wave him to the television set where there's a stack of videos A few minutes later I hit the button to open the garage door and pull in as the door to the kitchen opens up " "I don't know what you're talking about," he pleads innocently "Sorry," He says I hand Tommy the hard drive and he looks at it with questions in his eyes When I get there, the three of them are all lost in their own thoughts, staring at the barrel To top it all off he slides a Polaroid across the table and guess what? It's one of the pictures of me from years ago " I answer ""Okay dad, here's the deal "Beck and I got taped a month ago He stumbles to the middle of the kitchen and stands there I'm driving down the road now, very aware that Becky's upset, and pretty much unaware as to why " I instruct him I'm going down the guilt path and doing brain scans to see if I can dredge anything up that will head me in the right direction Becky takes them from me, turns them over and in a very subdued voice says, "Yes "I'll be back in about an hour," I say Tommy doesn't want to move, so I get out of the truck, go around to his side, open the door, and haul his skinny ass out of the truck " He says I go to the cupboard, retrieve a cup, fill it, go to the table and sit down The little shit just pissed his pants and I'm having all I can do to keep from laughing I'm gonna take this hard drive and erase it Beth looks at Becky, then me, and after a bit looks at me and says "What? Where the fuck you taking me Phil, Jesus Christ, you got everything, please don't take me out and shoot me "I don't know anything, except I'm afraid it concerns me and that concerns me Now let me tell you about Tommy Garner This is one thing they told me later they'd have never expected; me bringing Tommy with me His timing was perfect as I had a lot of fence that needed mending right then, so I hired him "Want to talk about this?" I ask She moves slightly and her arms now go around my neck, her head on my shoulder, and I squeeze her tighter, allowing her to just get rid of whatever it is she's carrying " I tell him "Is that the one?" I ask pointing to her hand " He's pleading I'm giving a blow job to what turns out to be his old man I pull the pictures out of my jacket, black sides up, pictures down and hand them to Becky " "So nothing else has happened?" I ask, looking at Becky "Go get your camera "I want the video, the other three pictures, and a gander at your computer " They head to the family room and I go to my den I've had a computer since IBM came out with their "chicklets keyboard" and have dabbled in them since the early eighties Now I hired other guys and I do have a full time ranch hand that works for me Beth and Becky open the door and stare out, their mouths open Towmie is scared shitless of you now " "What 'cha mean?" he asks a bit confused, but I know damn well he knows what I'm talking about as he's got a bit of fear sneaking onto his face " I say My arms go around her but I remain silent, I just hold her; letting her know I'm here We go out the back door, go to the burn barrel and I turn to Tommy Now watch it burn and don't you say a goddamned thing "Honey, I haven't looked at these, and I don't want to I unhook it, shut down the equipment, and go back outside " he says poisonously "But stills from the video sure do," Beth inserts " I must be looking stressed at this point Then I recollect what this parent did with his child and mentally slump over that too " He insists, but goes back to the living room and opens a door on the tripod mounted camera and out pops a tape " I wait a minute and enter the room She vigorously shakes her head no, wipes her nose with her sleeve, turns a bit, slides sideways and scoots onto my lap " Becky says quietly "Now, put the hard drive in the bag, and lets get in my truck," I say I follow Becky through the door to the kitchen and Beth's sitting at the counter with a cup of coffee half way to her lips It's a nice arrangement, Pete's steady, his wife is a nice woman who occasionally does things in my own house since Polly died, but basically we get along just fine " I say He doesn't say much the whole time we drive to the ranch "The whole thing was disgusting; he wanted to "do me" as he put it, but when he got off he let me leave Opening it he pulls out three pictures and hands them to me "You wanna go in?" I ask why?" she asks Both girls are standing at the door going into the house as I back out of the garage, and they look scared God her hair smells sweet I think, and go on holding her as tightly as I can "Put them all in that bag honey," I say Pete and Camille raised their four kids in this sparsely populated land and got all of them in or through college I'm going to pay that little shit Tommy a visit, and end this crap " "So what he basically says is that we either have sex with him whenever he wants to or he'll email the pictures along with stills from the video to my boss Looking closely at Becky, (who's staring out the windshield but whose body is still facing me) I can see something has absolutely devastated her Believe me; your comments have had a profound affect on us I don't want piss all over my truck and he gets what I've done now She nods, but says nothing Well, I'm good at waiting and until they talk, I guess that's all I can do "Fuck you Tommy; you don't need any of that kind of crap He turns around, goes to the living room, and retrieves a book off the shelf I tense and prepare for what I think is going to be an onslaught of fists only to have her wrap her arms around me as tight as she can, and break down hysterically "Now, where's your computer?" I ask Now I've been on a ranch my whole life, I've seen it all, probably done more of it, but it pissed me off right then I mean screwed up I glance at Becky who's just coming around the counter with a cup and she goes to the other side of the table and sits down too I'm standing there like somebody's going to say something, and no one makes a sound " I want to thank all of you that followed this from beginning to end and thank-you for your kind feedback " I tell him He's going weak kneed and white as a ghost and as I watch in astonishment as he wets himself I switched to paying him for the job, not the hours, and that seemed to speed him up a triffle, so we were both happy "When it's all over," Becky continues, "we fall asleep and the next morning we wake up feeling like shit and Tommy's sitting at the kitchen table when we get up "He heard us talking Beth," Becky says, pointing to me with her thumb " I tell him Tommy was on all fours puckin' buckets and I left him there, went back to the ranch, got the Cat out, dug a hole, and pushed the mare into it "No," I say, and then in a loud voice, "Beth, turn that off Now take the cover off Although I know Bethany is tied in there somewhere, I just can't make the connection "Now what?" he asks "There's a bunch of wood in front of the stable, go get some About two years ago I came home and found a mare hung up in a fence, her broken leg hanging uselessly in front of her I settle in for what I think is going to be an extremely long wait and am a bit surprised when Beth swings around on her stool, slides off, picks her cup up and joins me at the table " I asked him what he meant and he tells me that 'ol Tommy boy wasn't so unnerved by my shooting the horse, what undid him was that it didn't seem to bother me one bit He leaves, and comes back a few minutes later with the wood Takes a minute to find it, but I do; then get into the truck, and drive away " "I snatched the picture from the table and tore it in half," Becky continues, "but he just laughs and says he's got three more hidden in the house and he could care less if one is gone "You know what you little fucker?" I start, "Beat up is one thing, fucking dead is another and it doesn't mean squat to me if you live or if you die, but right now you take that back I smile as I approach the place; his truck is in the yard, which means he's home "Let's just cut the shit Tommy," I say Bethany blanches white and sets the cup down "Shit!" That's it! That's all Beth says "What exactly is 'taped'?" I ask "Shut up Tommy, getting shot is the least of your worries right now," I say and follow him back to the kitchen, hand him the bag, grab the plastic table cloth and walk him out the door "Say it you piece of shit "I think it's on the bench in the garage This woman is wounded, and I have no idea how to stop the bleeding She is obviously connecting my dilemma something Tommy just stood there gawking, and neither of us said a word to the other I pull as close to the house as I can, get out and in about six strides I'm on the porch knocking on the door He thinks you got no heart "Tommy, I outweigh you by a hundred pounds, I can not only kick the shit out of you, I can snap your neck like a toothpick, call the cops and tell them I found you at the bottom of the steps outside when I came over here, or you can do what I ask and do it now " "Tommy Garner? I ask, "That skinny little shit that does odd jobs around here for me?" "The one and only," Beth says, then continues, "Well, we got pretty messed up, and finally he says we should go to his place and we figure what the hell, neither one of us is in any shape to drive, and he's looking pretty sober But are these yours?" I ask After a minute or so I hear a muffled voice say something and then the door swings open as Tommy stares at me a bit blurry eyed Tommy, you go with them, and don't you say one fucking word I leave the room, go to my den, and retrieve an old friend from my desk " He says flatly Becky takes my hand and squeezes it for reassurance "Oh God Phil," she starts, sniffles a bit, and then; "oh God" again " I tell him again "Ain't nothin' in my fuckin' camera I relieve him of the screwdriver, take the mounting screws off the hard drive, pull the plug, and slide it out of the frame Neither my daughter nor Rebecca Lynn Thomas is a bitch, you understand that?" He stares at me but doesn't utter a sound Right now as I drive to his place I'm glad he's intimidated by me, it'll work to my advantage His work was okay, a bit slow, but I wasn't complaining His old man had worked for me once too, but many times he wouldn't show up when he was supposed to, or worse he'd come with a snoot full and I'd have to send him home I just look at Beth, then at Becky but say nothing " I lean over, give Becky a kiss, then Bethany, walk to the door, and go to retrieve the screwdriver We walk in to his bedroom and he stands in front of a little computer desk I lit a cigarette and he kept looking at me like he wanted to ask for one, but common sense and fear kept him from it It's about a five minute drive to Tommy's and I'm hoping he'll be home "This is so fucked Within a few minutes it's getting hot so I take the bag from Beth and deposit it on the pile of wood This guy's into porno for sure, but the tape he hands me is a plain boxed Sony tape "I guess I forgot I put a new tape in here "Take the case off I don't go in because I don't want to see what's on the screen, so from the doorway I call Becky and she comes to the door with a deer-caught-in-the-headlights look on her face I walk back into the kitchen and both girls are startled to see me with the jacket on "No, you take that back," I'm pissed now I reach over and put my hand on her shoulder and she moves so fast to me I'm startled I'm terrified 'cause I thought I'd gotten all of them that night About ten minutes later the hard drive is being erased and I walk down to the family room to see how they're doing Tom was there buying us beers and we were shooting pool with him This is one more thing a parent doesn't want to hear their child has done and I'm uncomfortable with the news |
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