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| Then his eyes dropped to my breasts, covered loosely by the robe but open for my left arm to protrude Every woman should have a man who starts making love at daybreak, with a touch and a caress, just teases I was using a pencil in the end of the cast to hold the shift key down Every day, every single day goes on and on I delighted in seeing him, he didn't even recognize me By the 3rd day all pretense was gone, they both had me figured out Now he does it quite a bit, I let him I could see him glancing at me to check my reaction Now they are dealing with a single woman hurt and on meds, so easy to take advantage Sally got some felcro strips, an easy solution Then he went to work But the end would slip, caps locks bumped on, I would have to go back and start over Think of all the opportunities for "accidents Staph, of course I delight in watching them remove the wrap, trying to look at just my arm and failing The one on my left arm is daily, the one on my left leg is weekly They both always close the curtain for the lower cast I started to get up, he told me to just relax Then that stupid accident I know I look at myself in the mirror, I don't even recognize the person looking back I saw the confusion on his face, he was sure he knew who I was from the paperwork but the person greeting him when he came in my room the first time was someone he didn't expect He looked at me, touched me, filled a need in me I came home unhappy, tired, out of shape But it still sits in the yard Perfect I just reach over with my good right arm and tug, and I am naked " The younger man was interested, he kept staring down at my breasts Harold showed up with the Van, a nice pretty blue color And I don't mean just for the sale!" I gave him my best big smile I wish they wouldn't but I say nothing Fixed now, a new nose I was worried about my Corvette in Reno But I was lucky, tests showed the spot on my elbow to be a very common mellow treatable kind There was one small incident while I was in the hospital, at least I think it was an incident As he opened the door, he turned back to me The lock on the side door is broken Then Harold commented, first he showed concern about my being all banged up Terry specializes in cases like mine, major reconstruction and infections that result Most would glance in and then look quickly away Here I was, single, alone, lost We went out and teased men without mercy I was teased to the point where I simply would not shower with the other girls, I often went home from gym class without washing Big grin! I reached down and pulled my robe open The bandages were off but the incision was still just a little swollen and reddish I giggled at the first one she made, wondering why I had never thought of that before It was at the hospital My face is smoothing, the black eyes are almost gone Lee I saw the small shiney spot on my elbow, I knew what that was Some days I get the women nurses, they look at me too It is more metal than bone now, healing slowly and poorly A nose from my dreams! Gone was the one I always hated, it looked like it belonged somewhere else One of the nurses does the changings It is difficult to deal with it all I love to watch their eyes as I open my legs to allow access I would just wash at home I managed to hobble to the window and watch them put it into my garage Basically oversensitive nipples on a breastbone All of this whirlwind of things happening to me, so many changes, so sudden The pencil I had stuck in the end of my cast to hold the shift key caused the cast to rub as I raised my arm A feeling of being inadequate? Yes, me, too One older man went back and forth several times, slowly I picked up a bum on the street, a class project for my nursing training "Oh that can all be fixed!" the agent said with a big smile But it is hard to write, left arm unusable yet I am pegging right along now Sally is a little on the prudish side, I am outgoing My trip was hotel rooms and airplanes "Damn fine job!" he had mumbled, as he realized it really was me Both of them look at my breasts without fail, I have to bare them to get the dress off my shoulder I hired a crew to move it I thought that maybe I would like this new me Me, too I sat and chatted with Harold and the young driver while Sally fiddled with the vehicle "Yes, I had them done Then he was gone That one got wrecked too, and I got the 2nd one, the one I have now "Thanks No one can miss my pubes, they are enormous compared to most women, at least the ones I saw in the showers when I was in school Please understand that this is being written over a long period I called my friend at the downtown dealership and told him to bring us a new one He was a Doctor, I thought That saved her from lord knows what the outcome could have been I laughed Finally he caught my eye, I smiled sweetly I sat and fiddled with the air conditioning, the engine idling ?" No, not quite right I don't know I am dripping by the time they are done I thought it was real but now I am not sure That was it Bending over and offering a peek by "accident" gets me hot! If the object of my attention seems to enjoy it, that is even better We just wanted Ice Cream, it was hot Even the female nurses look That was all it took for the infection to set in This wasn't Ted First I tried just a stick in my teeth to hold the shift key on my computer A few have commented, mentioning how well that turned out Terry made several comments about my looks and new shape Yes, Sally I knew the gap in my robe showed some flesh, nothing too much though There was suddenly a huge hole in my life I caught his concerned look, watched as he lanced the spot directly above the implant in my left forearm "I am sore there from the chafing, could you " Harold had a smile that would have lit up half the city, the younger man was blushing but staring " Lol I experienced that, I experienced two decades of that The odd couple, I guess 74,000 miles, rattles, the seats are some cheap material instead of my cushy ones I signed the delivery papers with my right hand Of course I am left handed " "Yes, they had to do some repairs to my face too I see their eyes glance, then try to look away, then back After all, I am a Doctor, like that makes any difference The delivery man had a huge grin as he collected the papers and left, with a nice, "Thank you, Miss They claim I signed off on the papers but I don't remember any of that We laughed together, talked of everything Then that accident! It had been bad enough I managed to find myself on an uneventful trip, off to a crazy foreign land to help people with my learned skills as a Doctor "The Van is perfect!" Then she looked at me sitting there with my robe open I got lucky one day, the first time in my life I was ever lucky But such sweet love, like biting into the freshest and sweetest of fruits, fully ready and perfect Mostly because my jaw begins to hurt from holding the stick to press the shift key "These came out really nice, would you like to see them?" The younger man turned scarlet and stuttered, Harold said, "Sure!" They both stared, I reached down and lifted one gently It was a moment, it was between the shadows in my room, my mind We never got there, our safety became the concern Then the cast on my leg I smiled Some tape wrapped on the end fixed that I only got a glimpse of the pickup truck coming Sally told him to take it back, it wasn't acceptable Then in a last grasp for something, anything, I tried to sacrifice myself for the world Just two girls I think it was one of the workers there, but I am not sure Then the IV drips I told him it was all right, he just grinned Usually it is one of the women but there are two male nurses on staff Sometimes skirts that let too much show, yes, sometimes with nothing underneath A cast on my left arm, surgery after surgery trying to save it It actually is great because he was in several of my classes when we went to school Nothing I ever read or studied really fits me Arthur touches me more every day, I glance down and see the back of his glove shiny with my dampness I know I never have to wait, without fail Sally wheels me into the waiting room and one of the nurses appears Perhaps it was only in my head Peace somehow in that, it is like now I am finally really home Let the lawyers handle that, I guess The tiny little Honda Sally drives won't do it, I can get in it but I can't sit comfortably with this cast Under the dirt and scum was the damndest male on the face of this earth The heavyset nurse left the curtain open one day Plus breasts My left leg, snapped just below the knee, but healing "See? Nice and firm The kind one does and finds no fulfillment, really She says it is smooth as silk and has lots of power My husband Ted always comes to me in dreams, you see I had to stop that, Doctor Tillman removed my wrappings to check It has some new kind of engine, Sally drove it around Just two girls The Van is completely ruined of course Most of the girls had smooth thin slits, I was always jealous of that, cursed with this mass of flesh that sticks out of me In no time I realized the younger man was glancing down at my chest, I was wearing a housecoat pulled over my left shoulder, my arm in the right sleeve I almost giggled as I watched the delivery man sneak a look down the front of my open robe It simply wraps over my shoulder and sticks together at the side Writing lets them out of me Just then Sally came in I am sure the insurance man was afraid to mess with Ted, a very large and physical looking man I had to struggle with my signature, writing with my right hand is completely odd to me Trapped with nothing but my thoughts My arm is starting to ache now, though No way can I button or zip anything " "You sure look different I just am the way I am I have always been an exhibitionist She grinned and handed me a glass of Lemonade, took a pull off her beer One day the heavyset male nurse, I think his name is Arthur, was doing my leg bandages I showed them how they had made the tiny cut, it was only about an inch long He bumped against my crotch with the back of his hand, apologized The younger man tried to use a light drape over me, I told him to not bother I grinned inwardly as I closed the door, knowing his interest I do know that every woman, and I mean EVERY woman who met him wanted him She laughed, "Showing off the new tits huh girl?" Heading for the kitchen, she yelled back, "Hey, you guys want a beer?" I pulled my robe back closed as Harold said they need to get back to the dealership I can see in the mirror that I look closer to 35 than my real 51 years Every day I even failed at that Then I carefully allowed the breast to settle I can stand, but I can't walk or drive Funny how such a silly act makes me feel alive I actually spent some time in college trying to find out why, what was the cause? Insecure perhaps? Oh, that is me " It hit me, he likely meant that, not in kindness as a deference to my age We shall see My face, a cheekbone impacted, nose damaged I type for perhaps half an hour, then I need to stop The day goes on and every word, every touch is a buildup Delightful Clothing is obviously a problem, I have dresses that simply wrap There are chips in the paint, even some dent in the grill No more locals, I rely on pills I want everyone to see them Some kind of understanding of each other was there I could have hired a driver cheaper but I had it transported instead People were going up and down the hallway, some staff, some patients It only had 8000 miles It wasn't unexpected, but still Or I would hit the control key, then try to figure out where everything went A man came to my room as I lay in that state between awake and dreams My friend Sally made quite a difference, the loneliness of some days is filled with the laughter only two crazy females can have Endless hours in a hospital bed are terrible I shuddered and almost orgasmed Perhaps It didn't help that I never grew breasts, by never I mean I was a pretend "B" cup but I was really an "A" I just sat on the couch The odds are high I now must become right handed By the time I was in my 30's I was resigned to it, and I could delight in the small percentage of men who seemed interested There is a new Doctor attending me now, he is Doctor Terry Avers "40 maybe The swelling is in just a couple of places I use them very sparingly, mostly only when I need to sleep, the pain keeps me awake I love to wear skimpy outfits, loose tops, shorts Again, no undergarment I own will go over the cast on my leg Sally looked the replacement over and threw a fit Everything I have thought of so far sounds blatant, so I just keep quiet and let them work Bandages around my ribs mean no undergarment is convenient It has only been a few weeks since the accident on the 4th of July, it seems like a lifetime To this day I do not know what it was that combined to make my Ted into the man he was Sally came back in as they left Soon we were going out, playing, enjoying life and just having fun The rest of the time is simply hours into days, the clock ticks on and on, I wait to heal One day my man was gone I like the innocent touch Then a short ride out into the desert, then back "I sure will be glad when you get that cast off!" We both sat and laughed into the night I tried to die, I tried to be something I was not, I reached for impossible dreams I am sure he knows, he goes farther and farther each time His name is Harold, Ted bought the first Z-06 Corvette from him Not even blessed with enough pubic hair to help me cover it The cast comes almost all the way to my groin In short order, Sally got over a lot of that, talk about a late bloomer! We became fast friends, and we were starting to do things, meet people At least I get to go home in between the trips to the hospital The one high point is when I get my wrappings changed The dress just slips apart, the overly large sleeves allow it to slide off my left arm easily Naked as a jaybird underneath of course I know I have weeks, months in fact to go But Sally, wonderful Sally I had almost decided my world was over, at 51 I was ready There was no problem at all that time Sally hopped out to go inside, she made a dozen strides There had been a long gap from when my husband died and any kind of fun " "Well, you look 25!" he lied My God Breasts! Only a woman can understand, I think, I have them! They are perfect, some days I sit in my room and bare them in my mirror just to look Odd couple, one 51 and skinny, one 35 and rounded I sit there excited, my nipples like little buttons I wish I knew just what to say that sounds innocent Medications knocked it out in just days, so far no sign of returning Sex and relationships of course I am home now, typing is a struggle Fantasies of what to say to encourage him swirl in my mind I just sat there, bare to the waist, my wrap pulled modestly over my lap I know my labia is obvious, swollen Yet it is odd how easily we can cope The dress comes open and up, I am bare of course Both seem eager to do the dressings No point in doing anything with Terry, I was aware he is gay Each word and comment has a single function, to arouse, finally culminating in the simple act of love I suspect many never reach that in a lifetime They insisted on getting a "like" replacement Sundays and Mondays are always the women Just two girls completely mismatched, clicking with the world around us, somehow clicking with each other The younger nurse is much more careful, but he looks I look forward to that now Why did I pick him? What was it? I am almost sure it was his eyes, he looked at me and knew every single thing about me Healing again now, softer bandages Then Sally and I found out about insurance companies One man is heavyset, the other younger and tall |
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